Your behavior is more annoying then you throwing a digital scoreboard. Whatever makes u depressed stop interacting with it and start working ur way back up. This line of thinking about one self should not be tolerable unless you've done something awful and regret it. Enjoy what u do, cherish your time. If you got issues talk about them but stop intoxicating yourself with negative thoughts.

Are you okay?

[quote]I am crap. I am a drain on humanity. And when I try to hide from humanity so they don't see me and realize how much of a lowlife I am, I retreat to Destiny and make it worse for others here instead.[/quote] Trust me, this isn't really that bad a way to live your life. You could be all on twitter trying to get people to listen to you.

There is an endless amount of people in his world that are more than happy to beat you down. You shouldn't help them by beating yourself up. Don't know what the issues are you're dealing with, but I'm sure there are people that don't feel about you the way you feel about yourself. And if they knew how you felt, it would make them sad and would want to help you and tell you that what you say about yourself is not true.