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12/20/2015 8:47:03 PM
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Confessions Thread
This is a place to maybe confess something, or just tell us something you wouldn't feel comfortable saying to people in real life.
For me, I think about suicide almost every day. Sometimes it's just a thought like "I want to die", but sometimes it's more in-depth, like imagining myself doing it in different ways. [spoiler]There is no need to link Bungie's statement on suicide prevention.[/spoiler]
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Don't have much better to do so I've decided to take up swordfighting.
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4 RepliesI have dad issues
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3 RepliesI like this girl but I have a gf
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I am... lettuce
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6 RepliesI have extremely violent thoughts at random times of the day, involving anyone around me. I also randomly recall embarrassing or painful memories from my past at random intervals during any given day, and there's very little I can do to stop it. Highly unpleasant.
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1 ReplyI could walk away from 95% of the people I call my friends tomorrow, and not feel a thing except happiness.
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10 RepliesI'm in love with my childhood best friend and I doubt he feels the same...
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13 RepliesI like gay porn. [spoiler]Nothing better than watching two girls go at it! [/spoiler]
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2 RepliesI have 4 throughly planned out ways of committing suicide but don't think ill ever have the balls to carry them out. I don't think i would go out of my way to kill myself, but I don't know if I would go out of my way to stop myself from dying, like if a car was speeding at me I don't know if i would get out the way.
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51 RepliesI have a list of users who have attempted to pm my wife with Dick pics and sexting. Thirsty little kids on b.net
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1 ReplyBumping for later
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Basically it started when ever I'd go visit with my father. He wasn't very a good role model since I once walked in his house and met a prostitute walk out his room right after they had sex. I didn't know till I was twelve he then vanished and last time I heard he was "proud of me" which was load of shit when I started acting like him. I was an alcoholic at the age of 17, trying to commit suicide since I was bullied when uncle went to jail for -blam!- including my cousin. Parents didn't know they'd just think I was just being shy I tried at least 5 times. After wards I'm now sober for four months still going and haven't tried suicide for a while now all I can say is things will get better for you guys trust me im working on a degree in video editing towards my future career and I can say as well people always will care about you even in rough times your going through. Every friend I have has basically think of me as there big brother and whatever you do don't ever end it so young you'd miss out on lots of opportunities that you would love
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1 ReplyI masturbated once to gay porn. I need whacking material and it's all that was available. Got the job done, but I like the lady stuff better.
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1 ReplyEdited by Diver2441: 12/23/2015 7:59:17 AMI've broken two people's jaws, once in self defense, and once in defense of a third party while an assault was being committed. I don't tend to brag about it though because I'm generally a very peaceful person, most of my violence is let out through working out and kickboxing. however the perception tends to be that that i'm chubby, quiet, physically unconditioned, and extremely non-confrontational. I find the more that fact changes, the more i want to maintain the illusion so that when or if I have to defend myself next, my opponent will be as unprepared as possible and i can end it in just a few strikes. aside from that I was suicidal through most of high-school and my first year and a half or so of college, planned suicide three times, attempted twice. abused physically and psychologically by my father for the better part of 20 years, and my parents are in the middle of separating. but i've already posted all this elsewhere on these forums, thought i'd spice it up a bit [spoiler]And my advice to anyone out thee considering suicide is this: Don't. Take it from a survivor, not for all the other reasons you've heard i'm sure, but the realities and repercussions, both physical and psychological. it's excruciating, enough to make the very possibility of failing again enough reason to keep living, and I'm an idiot and had to try twice to figure this out[/spoiler]
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4 RepliesEdited by SwiftIcy: 12/22/2015 9:07:15 PMIve never kissed a girl before. Im shy where i can talk to girls on xbox live very well but not very good at texting or talking face to face. I went to a dance in 6th grade was suppose to be with my friends but they ended up not going so i was just in the corner watching everyone else dance with their boyfriends and girlfriends. So then i never went to a dance ever again and probably never will. Im afraid of losing a girl so ive never asked anyone out because i want to make sure they are the right one. That sums it all up :/ Edit 2: Also to add on, i would do anything for my girlfriend to make her happy and make sure she doesn't have a shitty day ever again in her life. Also i usually screw up somehow whenever I've been talking to a girl i like for a week or so. I always do so good then just mess up somehow without meaning to. Edit/add on 3: I had surgery in 3rd grade were they put a metal bar into my chest to try and fix it for two years which i then got taken out in 5th grade. Whenever it rained i wasn't allowed outside or i could be struck by lightning. Also this is where i got my fear of needles from. They had this big IV shot with springs so that it wouldn't poke the doctor. They stuck it in my vein then pressed a button and the spring brought it back up really quickly ripping my skin and hurting me badly. But I've just now started to get used to needles again. Also because of this surgery they said i would weigh 20 pounds less than I'm suppose to for a while and so far it hasn't gone away. Also i got a really high metabolism so that doesn't help either. But because I'm so skinny i look more toned.
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4 RepliesI hate everyone. I can't Stand people. Old people piss me off. Vegans are so annoying. I hate Indian accents. I hate guys who were skinny jeans- makes me want to chop their legs off. I hate white boy's who act like they are tupac. I hate girls who try so hard to be sweet and bubbly but deep down are bitches. [spoiler]i love sleep[/spoiler] [spoiler]and I love Nutella[/spoiler]
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91 RepliesEdited by Its JohnBomb: 12/25/2015 2:09:04 AM[spoiler]Inb4edit[/spoiler]
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12 Replies(._. ) When I was a kid I ran into a tree because I wanted to see how much it would hurt. I ended up chipping my two front teeth. I'm a special snowflake.
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From the 7th-8th grade this girl was crazy in love with me and I pretended not to notice cause it was funny
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5 RepliesDo my friends really like me? Do they just hang around with me because they feel bad? Evidently I know this probably isn't true. We always joke around and I'm invited to hang out with them a lot, but sometimes I get a lingering feeling in the back of my mind asking me if they really consider me a friend.
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11 RepliesI kissed my brother before bc my boyfriend dared me >.>
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6 RepliesI'm a f[u]u[/u]ckin perfect human being aside from my narcissism.
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2 RepliesI want to confess about some things I did at school, but I'm a little scared to do so. I feel like my teachers are still watching everything I do.
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I gained 20+ pounds of muscle this year and still eat lots of sweets [spoiler]HOW AM I NOT BECOMING FAT[/spoiler]
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2 Replies[b]im a junior in hs and i haven't kissed a girl [/b]
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I have a drinking problem, mostly when I'm pissed.
