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12/20/2015 8:47:03 PM
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Confessions Thread
This is a place to maybe confess something, or just tell us something you wouldn't feel comfortable saying to people in real life.
For me, I think about suicide almost every day. Sometimes it's just a thought like "I want to die", but sometimes it's more in-depth, like imagining myself doing it in different ways. [spoiler]There is no need to link Bungie's statement on suicide prevention.[/spoiler]
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2 RepliesI have ASPD and am a high functioning Sociopath. Most people don't know, they just think I'm quiet overall. My GF knows and doesn't mind.
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Edited by Woupsea: 12/29/2015 6:44:54 AMEverybody thinks about killing themselves. Actually they probably don't, but still, it sounds appealing when everything around you constantly sucks dick without any end in sight. As long as you don't go through with it then I don't think it's that bad in the long run
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1 ReplyI hate Fallout
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Edited by Depressed pika: 12/29/2015 3:45:48 AMI [i]totally[/i] got no confessions
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4 RepliesI still listen to ICP. I'm 27.
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2 RepliesAt thirteen years old my father asked if I would shoot him. I almost said yes. I had to think about it. Two days later he committed suicide on the phone with my mother. I was glad to hear it, I hated him more than anyone else I've met. But I regret not spending time with him. He was still my dad, he loved me. Just not the normal way. I regret my decisions to this day and still wonder if I could do anything different.
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I am the true ruler of the universe. [spoiler]sorry, I had to let the truth be known[/spoiler]
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In a motocross race I was in several years ago, I was in a battle with another kid for 3rd place, and I barred him off the track. He hit a tough block, dipped over his handlebars, and broke his collarbone. I went on to take 2nd place. I haven't had a pole finish in any race since.
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13 RepliesEdited by Pheint3d: 12/28/2015 11:57:51 AMOne of the things I look forward to the most is death. Life is interesting, but death and what is beyond that gate, a life[spoiler]well..experience I mean[/spoiler] outside of this prison of time excites me. I can never hope to answer the questions while I'm alive. Not when much more brilliant individuals have tried and failed to report it back in their life span. It's something strange for most people to hear. In fact, they hate hearing it. I'm a very blunt person though. It's hate it or love it honestly. The life I live has much enjoyment, but that is irrelevant to this perspective. This perspective is on something each of us will go through. It's very rare that I ever speak about it though. It all stems from where I used to live and what I've experienced in my life thus far. I've drastically changed within a certain period of time into a totally different person, living in a paradigm no loved one can relate to. Quite frustrating sometimes. Many people believe in heaven and hell, but it's all the crazy shit inbetween that some people have experienced.....photographed or filmed even..that makes you wonder about things. Tangible evidence that there's so much more underneath our noses than we could ever hope to realize. Questions upon questions keeping those of us up at night that have experienced such things. Some consider it a blessing while some a curse...for me..it's entertaining. It makes fearing a late rent or mortgage payment seem...so insignificant...
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1 ReplyI think about killing myself all the time with no intention of doing it, and I like it. I think it's somewhat healthy. Makes me want to improve people's lives more and gives me a very deep view on life and death. I also feel more at peace when I'm depressed or anxious over something.
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2 RepliesEdited by fatz0503: 12/28/2015 2:52:02 AM[b] [/b]
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6 RepliesI guess ill give it a shot, not really a confession but how easy it is to hurt/kill someone. Have you ever observed ppl and see how vulnerable they are? Have no regard that they can be killed at any moment. Im very observant, in my field of work its a necessity.
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I have as of last night, 245 xxx blue ray/DVDs. 6 autographs from pornstars I've met when they had special appearances at strip clubs. 45 digital downloads of more porn on my laptop. Two flashlight toys to maximize the enjoyment of beating my meat. I go out to the club Friday night and Saturday night and come home with at least someone and idc if they are fat as -blam!- ether ( just not overly fat ). That's pretty much it.
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I am thinking about dropping out because I have this thought stuck in my head about why am I wasting my life going to a place that I hate for most days of the year just to get a piece of paper that will allow me to work until I am to old to work
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God's dead
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5 RepliesI tend to be the ear/crying shoulder for my friends and their problems, I can't really give an explanation as to why they do but I don't betray their trust nor do I turn my back when they come to me with issues. I'm currently, in a sense, mentoring a younger artist. She looks up to me for help and guidance but in reality she has a better grip on certain aspects than I do and she has the potential to surpass me within a few years. On a similar note, I've been having some serious creative block recently. I haven't finished a drawing in months and majority of what I've started is incomplete. I just can't seem to get my full idea down no matter how hard I try and it's becoming very frustrating. I actually have a lot of serious issues that tear at me constantly but I'm not one to share them, not even with my closest friends (and no I'm not posting them here for some strangers on the internet). I always have a sinking feeling that if I say them, it'll come back to bite me, but at the same time they keep tearing away at me and if feels like I won't be able to handle it much longer.
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I push people away. I always make some excuse such as I don't fit in... Though that is partly true, I've never really let people get too close to me... I'm just afraid to let people see my vulnerable side, I see it as a weakness.. So yeah...pretty much the drifting lone wolf throughout my life, floating from one group to another, never staying there too long.
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19 RepliesEdited by Water Puppies: 12/21/2015 7:16:34 PMThough i am dominantly straight... i have dreamed of sex with Curie I similar to OP, have contemplated suicide I have broken my foot on 3 seperate occasions, however nobody else but me has known till now i have literally ruptured someones testicle in highschool, and i have zero regrets... i also didn't get in trouble since there was no proof, thus i maintained my perfect record Me and my dad both may have killed/injured a man while in DC, my dad in 1980, while being mugged, disarmed the man and stabbed him, before leaving without a thought of the mugger and me last year when I, was attacked by a mugger, who i had shot twice in the leg before running I like to think I'm always right (and i usually am) my lifes been quite fun so far
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14 RepliesEdited by Porsche 914: 12/24/2015 9:51:49 PMI honestly wish I was never born. I -blam!-ing hate myself. I feel like I'm just some -blam!-ed up individual that does everything wrong. I feel like I'm at fault for everything even if something isn't my fault. My mistakes haunt me constantly. I feel like I'll never amount to anything or ever find love. I try to be the best worker or friend I can be because I'm worried that everyone talks behind my back about me when I'm gone.
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1 ReplyI once left the toilet seat up in a house full of women.
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12 RepliesI let the dogs out and shot the sheriff.
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1 ReplyI actually have well-thought-through and reasoned opinions that differ significantly with those of other people. Shoot me.
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25 RepliesMy husband and I are in the middle of a divorce. As far as divorces go, it's very peaceful. Unfortunately that doesn't mean it isn't painful... I've lost three babies to miscarriages. Two in the first trimester, which people tend not to view as painful or a big deal in any way. I hate those people. Scientifically, it may just be a fetus that didn't work out. Emotionally, it's an entire set of dreams dying. Hopes crumbling. The last miscarriage was the worst because I was far enough along that we knew it was a boy. We knew what we were going to name him. I see him in dreams sometimes, see things that will never be true. I see his little hands holding different toys that I had kept for him that belonged to my baby brother. I see him giggling and patting Eddie's fur like my niece does. My marriage is over because I've nothing left to invest in it. Could it be saved? Probably. I just don't want to. Let it die along with every dream I had for it.
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1 ReplyI feel like i need to break up with my girlfriend but i love her very much. Its our grad year and she is only going to prom because i want to and she has mental illnesses that have started to weigh on me and im afraid to leave incase she hurts or kills herself but i feel a little emotionally abused by her but she cant help it. Advice would be nice too
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Don't have much better to do so I've decided to take up swordfighting.
