Exactly. Back when I wrote this post, I was convinced I was missing out on something if I didn't log in everyday. When I was stuck in a hotel without any internet, I was actually felt pissed off. It wasn't until I was able to get back online again did I realize The relief I felt logging back in was euphoric. I've only attributed that feeling to being on opiates. I new it was dangerous and took a month long break. I even spent several months away from the forums while I found a happy balance between play and reality. I realize it's my hobby and everyone in my life is perfectly okay with it. My wife even wishes she could play sometimes but hates how monotonous it is. It's been an interesting journey. There have been only a few games in my life that I keep going back to and still feel satisfied. This game is one of them and I don't think that is a bad thing. :)