Oh come ob, are exotics relly that important to you? You do realize that at the end of the day it's just a bunch of pixels, and all you're doing is pushing buttons. Sure, some game modes like the VOG require some skill and communication, but all that you'll earn from them are virtual things that have no value outside of your game session. If your characters were to be deleted, maybe you'd understand how much time and value you put in a VIDEO GAME, and how little it truly means. You shouldn't be so obssessed about having exclusive pixels, and start caring more about things in your life, and not make Destiny yours, unless you're a streamer or youtuber that earn their salary off it. Go do some creative stuff, meet new people, do some actual creative things, and try to have fun! It's only these things that will live on after you die (sounds overly dramatic, I know), not your fully equipped level 30 character on a soon to be forgotten game.