I haven't been in a lengthy enough relationship that actually ended to quite feel that way. Besides, before I was just going in and out of relationships, meaning i'd get in one, get dumped, and somehow get in a new one shortly after. Not anymore since I actually found someone that I feel it'll work out with, though. I didn't even quite choose to do what I did before, really. I always had a way of stumbling into things, sometimes intentionally, other times not quite as much. All I knew was that every relationship I was in prior to my current one was destined for failure regardless of what I did. Make no mistake, I put in my efforts, but I did so with the knowledge it was all in vain, but only to a greater end. Sorry if I rambled a little, I tend to do that.