Oorah brother! Sounds to me like you're still fighting the good fight against your own demons I will say this though. It's all about balance. Of course you have the right to do things that make you happy, but she is with you because she wants to spend time with you. I'm sure she wants you to be happy, but you need to make her happy, brother. Play Destiny, but find a way to balance it with the important responsibilities and relationships in your life. The people that love us are the most important thing in our lives. So get your head outta your ass Marine, put down the controller, kiss that girl, and take her to a movie or some happy crap! Thank you for your service and sacrifice Semper Fidelis