A canuck checking in here. One of my fire team members is a marine. All armed forces members are heroes in my mind. Shit pay, poor work conditions, little individual recognition, and putting their lives and families on hold and constant threat of death for freedom. You're incredible people for doing what you do. I don't know a lot about PTSD other than it is a direct result of the sacrifices you made for us. I don't know the intimate details of your relationship with your spouse. I do know that you need to be honest with your self, with her, communicate, and have patience and understanding for each other. Keep fighting the darkness both IRL and in Destiny, Guardian.