Semper Fi. Im a devil doc, i was with 2/3 division 2008 Fallujah 2010-2011 in marjah with 3/9. i just got out and i have been playing for long periods too. good thing my wife is mil to so she understands what we've been through. just explain to her that this is what you love doing and helps you to forget the things that happend. because sometimes doing nothing brings back bad memories. hope you get better cause i'm having a slow time adjusting.