You know...I've had suicidal thoughts since fourth grade, I'm now a Junior in high school. I've never told anyone about, until now of course. When I was younger and had these thoughts, I would think that suicide would make people feel bad for me and they'd be all sorry. But anytime now I have those thoughts is because I'm depressed most of the time, and I just think it because I've lost all hope and will to do or care about anything. I'm just so sad to and down to the point where I don't care about my life anymore. People commit suicide because their mind isn't in the right place. It's because they feel as though they have no close friends, family or loved ones to turn to when that persons needs them the most. I've walked that line of suicide by myself without telling a soul, but I haven't taken that course, because I've learned something better will always come along. Anyways, carry on people.