I have found a kindred spirit. In all seriousness, this is exactly how I felt, except for the radar, I always understood that, but that's because I've been hardcore reliant on it since day 1. I too use to suck at PvP, and then the first iron banner happened, and my KDR slowly rose from that point onward. lately I've hit a bit of a slump because I've been trying to acclimate myself to using a few different weapons outside of my crucible comfort zone since I love them in PvE (Hawkmoon is a beautiful gun, but takes some practice in pvp, especially when not fully upgraded). I have to say that I appreciate this post so much and It's one of the positive parts of a gaming community that often gets drowned out by all the negativity. You sir, are a gentleman and a scholar.