Holy shit OP. You are one depressing mother-blam!-er. Where the -blam!- did you even live at that time? A jungle? Anyway, I was never really bullied because... I don't really know. Middle school was worst but wasn't really that bad. The older people liked to pick on the younger, about it. But now in high school. I got my psychotic rage that's all bottled up and ready to blow up. My homies. Drugs and booze. So it's really laid back right now. But this one time this chick slapped me for no reason. last year december. I grabbed her by the neck and threw her down the stairs. No regrets. My motto in life is: If anyone stands in your way. Step on them and scatter their brains on the floor. Whatever you gotta do man.