Ive been betrayed or denied by several of girls. Guess it because they wanted to date with my friend...well except one of them, found out that one of them is a lesbian. So i guess i never had or have a girlfriend and my age is over a drinking age. I tried to be friend with them and well it does not work out well at all. All i know is that girls can be tricky, so if you ever tried to date one, just becarefull because they can break your heart so easily even if you are a tough guy and they screw up your life. It make you want to hate people or not wanted to trust anyone including your family member and wanting to kill yourself ( dont worry im not going to kill myself). I dont hate girls but I dont believe every words they said. They can be a bigger lier than most male. So and now I have a hard time making friends and talking to people especially to girls. All I do is look at them for couple of seconds or min. and walk away. It felt like I was choke by someone. If you have any advice I guess I would be able to read your opinion/advice.