Let me paint the picture of me working as hard as I can to be a better player during the past 2 years so I could get an adept messenger with desparado. Over the past 6 months I have tried to go flawless every single time the adept messenger was the flawless weapon. Time after time I wasn't good enough to get to the lighthouse. I finally played the game enough and worked so hard so I was prepared, to find out that you choose to skip over that weapon one weekend for iron banner during the last couple of weeks of the season. Why would you do that? Next comes this season, where we literally get one chance, one stupid weekend to get this weapon before it goes away forever. Why would you not give us more than one chance, especially after skipping it toward the end of the previous season? Then I spend all weekend trying to go flawless which I FINALLY achieve yesterday around 6 PM PST. I was elated, so excited to FINALLY get this weapon. Then literally both of my team mates get rolls with desparado, and of course I did not. It felt like a cruel joke, but nevertheless.. yay! I can farm the flawless pool. Which I did, for 14 hours straight with 1-2 small breaks. After 14 hours of literal hell in the flawless pool just trying so hard to get this weapon with 1 perk on it, the only one I have ever wanted in this game, and absolutely nothing. I got to sit there and listen to my team mates get the drop over and over and over again, but for me, not one single time. After I spent a total of about 44 hours in trials trying to get this weapon, and now the worst part is not only did I fail I will not get an opportunity again to get this weapon as you are removing it from the rotation next season. Right now, it feels like my only option is to uninstall because why on earth would I want to continue to support a game that is disguised as a fun version of emotional terrorism. It's only fun to work hard and farm when there is a positive outcome and achievement at the end. You need to do better - these are the types of scenarios that truly affects peoples enjoyment and mental health when it comes to the game. After all the time and effort I put into that situation to actually go flawless and then be tortured for hours to never receive what you were working hard for, what is my incentive to continue to play. Why would I want to?