14 hours of trying to go flawless today. I really wanted Adept Messenger too. Now I'll never have it. And after receiving hate messages from teammates that I should just uninstall Destiny, or git gud, one even told me to go kill myself and that I'm worthless. Maybe they're right? What's the point of putting so much time into something I love (Destiny) when I just get crapped on in return and have no chance to aquire anything I actually want. Even an unlimited amount of time spent in this game won't reward me. Only the best of the best get rewarded. I'll never be the best or remotely close. No amount of practice or anything will help. The fact is, not everyone is cut out to belong here. I'm one of them who don't belong in Destiny anymore. You can't make the entire population's dreams come true. Only the most elite earned that title and will hold it forever.