All of these things happened to me in D1 except feeling devastated/heartbroken. First raid was kings fall, it blew my mind. Still my favorite followed by wrath. Great feelings of accomplishment and reward. Sense of belonging when I found my clan. They’re the ones I had the best times with. Devastating was when they all quit playing during D2 vanilla. None of them ever came back. I quit for a while again after that until forsaken. From then on I’ve been solo, i don’t have the time or energy to look for a good clan again and who knows how long they’d last for. I think it’s time for me to take another break from destiny. Maybe I’ll come back in a few seasons. Maybe not. It’s just not fun for me. I’m just grinding for weapons I’ll never use.