I think of myself as a half decent player but i can’t get any of the good raid gear. All my friends left before the leviathan raid so i can’t do any of the raids. And i don’t like talking to strangers because I’m shy and antisocial as f***, and I’m sure many players agree with this.
The one time i tried the companion app fireteam thing, i freaked out and left before the nightfall started out of fear that i would fail and let them down. I don’t even care about the current stuff anymore i just want to get the exotics and stuff like that. I just want everyone to keep in mind the players whose friends stopped playing before year one ended
-
It sounds like you have serious social anxiety issues that are stopping you from forming up groups. I’d seek a therapist or some other sort of professional, they help a lot