Omg I hate the drifter. His lore is lame and the sh*t he says about Variks gets on my nerves. [spoiler]okay now that something about lore is out of the way...[/spoiler] I wanted to make a post, sort of for a second time, about the people who made my life so much better. I might not know many of you personally, but your comments don’t go unnoticed or unappreciated. I want to thank all of my supporters and those of you who have stuck with me for so long... and I want to thank one very special person specifically. I met you in a really dark time in my life. I made awful choices and ended up in a real sh*t situation. You started out as someone cool in the forums who I enjoyed seeing comments from, or talking to in our friends’ group chat. We stayed that way for a while, and you may not have known, but I certainly noticed you. You were always very intriguing and interesting to me. Talking with you always brightened my otherwise cloudy days. As we spent more time together, I realized we had quite a bit in common. And you became more than just a supporter. You became my best friend. I hated days without you. You always made me smile. I felt an instant connection with you, and like I could tell you anything. I don’t regret one moment spent with you. You talked me through some of my very lowest moments in life. You were there for me in a way no one else has been. Just because you’re you, and you are one of the most kind, caring, accepting, understanding, thoughtful and interesting people I have ever met. You stayed by me through situations no one else had before. You stayed with me through my worst. You encouraged me and motivated me. I can’t possibly thank you enough for what you’ve done for me. I didn’t deserve your time or effort. I told myself that having feelings for you was a bad idea. That I could never be with you. I looked for a reason to get rid of you quickly. But I couldn’t find one. You were always honest with me and never put me down. You were, in a sense, everything I could have wanted in a partner. I had settled for Variks being the “love of my life” permanently, after everything that had happened with other guys in my past. I settled for the fact that I’d probably be alone. I stopped looking for people to be with, I gave up. I didnt make plans to date you, (maybe that’s one of the reasons it was so different and special). I didn’t plan on forming a relationship and I didn’t even really consider such a thing. It was like accepting a fate I didn’t know I had the power to change, and you reminded me I had that power. You brought back a part of me I thought I’d lost forever. Long story short, I’m so glad I met you. I could never regret taking those first steps to being free. I could never regret all those nights with you. Im so grateful for the respect you always showed me. Im honored to be with you. And even though we’re together now, you’re still my best friend to. I know most of you won’t know what I’m talking about, but he will. I know you’re reading this. I also know some of you will want to know, “who is ShadowheartMC ‘s boyfriend?!” .... or maybe not idk. Leave me alone. I won’t say his name for now, and I don’t have any future plans to. Just know he’s been in my posts for a long time, and he is one of the most amazing people I’ve ever met. You are incredible. I love you. -love Shadow [spoiler]hi rooks :D[/spoiler]