Omg I hate the drifter. His lore is lame and the sh*t he says about Variks gets on my nerves.
[spoiler]okay now that something about lore is out of the way...[/spoiler]
I wanted to make a post, sort of for a second time, about the people who made my life so much better. I might not know many of you personally, but your comments don’t go unnoticed or unappreciated. I want to thank all of my supporters and those of you who have stuck with me for so long... and I want to thank one very special person specifically.
I met you in a really dark time in my life. I made awful choices and ended up in a real sh*t situation. You started out as someone cool in the forums who I enjoyed seeing comments from, or talking to in our friends’ group chat. We stayed that way for a while, and you may not have known, but I certainly noticed you. You were always very intriguing and interesting to me. Talking with you always brightened my otherwise cloudy days.
As we spent more time together, I realized we had quite a bit in common. And you became more than just a supporter. You became my best friend. I hated days without you. You always made me smile. I felt an instant connection with you, and like I could tell you anything. I don’t regret one moment spent with you. You talked me through some of my very lowest moments in life. You were there for me in a way no one else has been. Just because you’re you, and you are one of the most kind, caring, accepting, understanding, thoughtful and interesting people I have ever met. You stayed by me through situations no one else had before. You stayed with me through my worst. You encouraged me and motivated me. I can’t possibly thank you enough for what you’ve done for me. I didn’t deserve your time or effort.
I told myself that having feelings for you was a bad idea. That I could never be with you. I looked for a reason to get rid of you quickly. But I couldn’t find one. You were always honest with me and never put me down. You were, in a sense, everything I could have wanted in a partner.
I had settled for Variks being the “love of my life” permanently, after everything that had happened with other guys in my past. I settled for the fact that I’d probably be alone. I stopped looking for people to be with, I gave up. I didnt make plans to date you, (maybe that’s one of the reasons it was so different and special). I didn’t plan on forming a relationship and I didn’t even really consider such a thing. It was like accepting a fate I didn’t know I had the power to change, and you reminded me I had that power. You brought back a part of me I thought I’d lost forever.
Long story short, I’m so glad I met you. I could never regret taking those first steps to being free. I could never regret all those nights with you. Im so grateful for the respect you always showed me. Im honored to be with you. And even though we’re together now, you’re still my best friend to. I know most of you won’t know what I’m talking about, but he will. I know you’re reading this. I also know some of you will want to know, “who is ShadowheartMC ‘s boyfriend?!” .... or maybe not idk. Leave me alone.
I won’t say his name for now, and I don’t have any future plans to. Just know he’s been in my posts for a long time, and he is one of the most amazing people I’ve ever met.
You are incredible. I love you.
-love Shadow
[spoiler]hi rooks :D[/spoiler]
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i fell in love with the coco...
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...r u ok? You sound like Steam.
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This is like stumbling upon a 15 year olds Facebook page.
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Hey Shadow, I get Im not commenting as much as I used to and Im not gunna make a big grand Bump comment this time. What I'd like to say is your doing very good while Ive been away and the people who read your stories and watch you in the comments see your passion in what you do. And I admire that because I think Id never be able to post my stories like you do. So Cheers to your successes and those yet to come. [spoiler]O come on, finnneeee, one more time? Bump 😂[/spoiler]
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Edited by Combat Mind: 4/24/2019 9:07:35 PM[quote]His lore is lame[/quote] Haha... here we go. So you’re tellin me (smacks lips) that living in a time where literally anything goes, joining a cult that evolves and worships a paracasual being, pissing off from that group, and then using that name as both bait and to make fun of them bad lore? Also, magic gunslingers. Also, you can really take his quote about Variks in multiple ways. Variks certainly was not loyal to the Queen, though he’s definitely loyal to his people. I doubt Drifter meant anything malicious towards Variks. Also allow me to play devils advocate. How could Drifter’s lore be less interesting than Variks’ lore? In fact, if we take the lore cards we got in Forsaken, how can an act of betrayal compare to a sample of an entire period of history? [spoiler]Anyways, glad you found someone right for you. [/spoiler]
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This is good news yesssss? We here at the Sixth House hope the best for you and Rooks... [spoiler]Dagoth Ur welcomes this news...[/spoiler]
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Congrats!! 🤗👋👍
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So happy for y'all!
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Throwing crap at Drifter?! Boooo![spoiler]congrats btw[/spoiler] [spoiler]In my opinion he's one of the most human and understandable characters. Plus he has some of the best weapons ever.[/spoiler]
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That’s great that you found someone!
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Ah shit, here we go again.
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Oh mayun that is heavy relatable to my irl best friend. Bump!
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Im very happy for you!! Btw, do you remember that conversation we had when me and wookie were suspicious that you were holding variks against his will?
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Very nice post. May you both continue to find happiness in the game and in real life. :)
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*screams*
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OMEGALUL
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FIRST [spoiler]Well, whoever this guy is, I think everyone here is glad that he makes you happy. Stay strong you two![/spoiler]
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Bump for wholesomeness!
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I hope you're making the most of the time you spend with your therapist each week
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Good for you! If only we all had the same luck. . .
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Edited by Brosef Stalin: 4/23/2019 5:45:21 PM[spoiler]Hey Shadow 😂[/spoiler] [spoiler]I have successfully had my moment of incognito. Now I have to actually TALK to people lmao[/spoiler]
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How dare you talk shit about the drifter, I mean yeah, I totally betrayed him but you know, he’s still a cool dude.
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The wholesomeness! It burns! [i]hissss[/i] Must.... rub.... salt.... into.... eyes.... Must.... restore.... BALANCE.... [spoiler]Very happy for you![/spoiler]
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Edited by The Trinity Ghoul [Lee]: 4/23/2019 2:51:02 PM[b][i][u]HOW DARE YOU TALK ABOUT DRIFTER THAT WAY[/u][/i][/b]
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good for you, i’m glad someone helped you through those times, and i’m glad you have a man as well