Some of us just aren't that good. I've got a messed up hand that makes it very difficult for me to aim, so I pay a penalty that many players don't. Quick precision aiming just isn't going to happen. So I'm grinding it out, hoping to get maps that favor long range weapons, hanging back, and trying to take out a few poor souls who run through my lane. It's a slow, tedious, frustrating experience which has netted me 24 orbs from 19 matches.