I come from fighting games background. And the first thing you tell new players is 'do not play to win, play to improve'. You don't need to win to learn how to aim. you don't need to win to learn playing the radar. I have abysmally bad kda, but I see that I'm more aware of what's going on each day that I play. Do I hate OEM Luna Titans, you bet that I do. But they are far from being as obnoxious as Lucky Chloe. The unfortunate reality is that you have to invest time to do better. If you're not willing to, why even torture yourself?