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12/9/2018 8:53:03 PM
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Yeah it is varv....eye try reaching out or poking muh head out from time-to-time, but it's like the universe/lyf itself for decades has just decided that eye'm either not supposed to exist or am some kind of late bloomer or not destined to have friends or be social....
It almost always ends in failure and embarassment....
It sux because there's some people out there who eye care about but they refuse to listen or haven't otherwise been properly contacted despite muh efforts....
Ever try contacting a gurl wanting to debate 'er on a political issue and open the doors to a relationship (AND NOT BE CREEPY, eye was/am quite cordial) by writing letters/e-mails that take about 3 months each the past year and not get a response other than the first one, which had a large sum of money attached to it? This chyk has mental problems, but refuses to see the light. Eye'd like to be 'er friend and co-worker but seh's rly going down a DARK path the past year and a half since meeting a PSYCHO COWARD NARCISSISTIC BYTCHTARD and 'er EUROTRASH BF.....impeding peoples' Rights....enabling bahd behavior.....very shady business dealings and partners....not right.
Advice? Thinking of contacting 'er syster or ex-BF soon....maybe a colleague or two to open up a debate/dialogue over some stuff eye wanna change 'er mind on and help 'er with in regards to the shyt wi DO agree on (which is MOST shyt, but some stuff in disagreement about weighs like a TON of BRICKS).
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Dunno if that's a reference to something or real quotes but cool, yeah, smart chyk....wasn't so much charity....it was/is a gurl eye followed on the internet find the truth and help people and expose bahd people/actions and give good advice to young people to better their lives and sometime while travelling around the world, this chyk took in the WRONG information/opinion, coupled with being hurt by a prior BF and/or people of a certain type and, while not entirely incorrect about some stuff at all, this chyk fell into a bahd crowd following bahd ideologies/rhetoric that was written by people that bahd people followed in the past and 'er demeanor, rhetoric, hair, looks, actions, associates, ALL took a turn for the worse and eye do NOT approve of a lot of what this gurl has done the past year and a half and even before then things were shady and eye've begun to have reason, as a savant internet investigator extraordinaire, to not trust 'er and lose fayth and respect for 'er and dislike 'er more, to not like 'er as much as eye used to..... Now eye'll ALWAYS CARE for 'er but eye just don't like 'er much anymore and had to stop following 'er because eye couldn't STAND to even see 'er face, after seh hurt several people, personally AND professionally/politically....and want 'er to change some of 'er views..... Eye trieed reaching out to 'er almost a year ago with a donation and a note attached, PrivNote to Paypal 'cause eye didn't have 'er e-mail/s at the time like eye do now, got a halfay decent reply, without creepn 'er out, but seh DID twist some of muh words and misrepresent some positions and 'spin'.....eye make about 8 more attempts at correspondence the past year since then, ALL to no reply....some with money....one was a physical letter with trinkets attached (tickets, gift cards, stickers, etc.) and made it really elaborate....like to the point of it being almost $1000 worth on top of the $1000 in currency eye gave 'er.... $2000 and yet this chyk STILL doesn't understand shyt and hurts people like a narcissistic psychopath with idyots for idyotic bulshyt that doesn't need to happen....it's not so much ideology/end goals....it's more so METHODOLOGY....HOW to get there....seh attacks the HOWs NOT the WHYs as eye would and innocents are hurt and freedoms are lost...when freedom and life is threatened....the answer is NOT LESS FREEDOM!!!!! IT'S MORE!!!! Eye challenged 'er to debate 'er and/or be platformed to give a speech/presentation eye've been working on on something wi disagree on...but no response...... $2000, hurt blood sweat tears minus 10 POUNDS OF BODY WEIGHT eye shoulda GAINED NOT LOST....LACK OF SO MUCH SLEEP.....O C D obsession/torture every day....eye cannot UNSEE images in muh mind of something this gurl shouldn't have done.....it shakes mself to muh core and eye cannot truly SLEEP until eye've 'been' with this gurl....NOT that sx is what this is ALL about....eye'm no mere booty call....eye want something MORE. Eye digress.... /rant eye shouldn't have posted looking for advice.... Trying to take DocJBP's advice....it's hard....if this chyk could pick mself up and save mself...eye would do so in-return for 'er....trying to make mself more desirable for 'er....need money....lyf not going as planned....it sux....gets depressing....and lonely....am so sick n tired of waking up cold and alone and hungry.....eye KNOW what it's like to eat out of trash and walk across town to a vending machine people....Brnie Sandrs is an idyot....YES WHYT PEOPLE KNOW WHAT IT'S LIKE TO BE POOR!!!!! Don't WANT HANDOUTS...WANT OPPORTUNITY!!!
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Edited by JonnyMadDog1: 12/10/2018 1:43:31 AMIt's just there's a LOT wi could accomplish together and eye don't wanna give up on muh investment on 'er or 'er or the issues in-general because seh's making bahd things popular and advocating for something that will bite uhs in the back one dai and isn't right. Eye felt Gawd told mself to help 'er and be with 'er one day and there's still plenty of overlap elsewhere with other things wi could get along in regards to. Nothing worth doing is easy...every FinlFntsy hero starts from shyt and levels up to saving the world thru daunting tasks before it becomes fruitful and a labor of luv isn't fruitless. For even one party...because yuh just keep learning and getting better and eye'm more sociable due to experience with other people...which eye have next to no experience with....seh's the losr....seh's losing an opportunity to be with someone who cares about 'er and eye lose someone who didn't care for mself, so eye have little to be angree and upset about....other than keeping mself and muh family in frikn abject poverty and wasting over a year or two or three of muh lyf torturd by the thought of 'er daily!!!!! But eye digress..... If it wasn't meant to be....eye dunno why eye felt Gawd set this up.....maybe to better get mself ready for real shyt later with another chyk or work on muh people and debate skills and test muh character or follow and learn about shyt eye both like and dislike....there are positives eye suppose....eye've learned a LOT on both positions of the issue wi disagree on and feel wiser because of it.
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Yeah it’s borderlands 2 Marcus Kincaid. You’re story sounds daunting and fruitless. So . I’d save my energy and move on.
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You know, i tried to be charitable once. I gave Moxxi everything when we were married. You know she’s why I’m fat, right ? She said, “Marcus, make you’re enemies underestimate you. If you’re ruthless, look fat. If you’re smart, look sexy. ‘Bright girl. Miss her sometimes.”
