From the day I got Hawkmoon, it was my main gun, PVP and PVE. It wasn't OP by any means but was well balanced for someone who resonated with handcannons. It's fire rate was good, its recoil was predictable, and its TTK was good enough to compete with people using cheat codes like the MIDA. I want the Hawkmoon back but at this point I'd settle for ANY handcannon that's usable in Crucible.