You very rarely get salty because you accept the game for what it is.. You don't bother about the meta because, since you'll be equally bad whatever you use, you can use what you want even if it goes against the grain or the accumulated wisdom of the community.. Each little success feels sweeter.. Your KD is what it is.. You can experiment and have fun. You don't have a record to beat or a standard to maintain.. Just my opinion.. Edit : it now reads unskilled rather than poor player. Hope that helps!