You deserve it, man. Although I have struggled with Trials and PvP in general, I have come to the conclusion that going flawless doesn't mean I am or am not a good player. It means I went against players that were very highly skilled and a higher light than me. It sucks man. It really does. At this point SBMM is starting to make me think the only way I can go to the lighthouse is getting carried. Last weekend I went against three 387s and they destroyed our team with Blind Perdition and Matadors. Atleast I [i]try[/i] to use things that are fair and aren't overpowered; hawksaw, fusion rifles, etc. I've played since Dark Below and I go against people new to the game and use shotguns because they think they're good. They are good players, yeah, but I just feel it isn't fair for people like me that have put our time into playing Bungie's game. Our time. We could've been doing something else with our lives but we decided to play Bungie's game. Then after hours and hours and hours of grinding trials and struggling to get my gold tier, I go against a team with a hunter that has gone flawless 74 times. I just don't get it. I really don't.