Nah you can wear the emblem all you want. Be proud of your achievement. I go flawless all the time and never really wear the emblem because I'm superstitious and think it's bad luck. I often even make a point not to wear any trials gear at all during trials for that same reason. Most top tier players don't wear the emblem simply because they like other emblems more. Honestly anyone who puts that much stock in a silly emblem is not someone who's opinion you should value. The only time I actually get annoyed is when I see someone with a sub 0.5 kd running the scarab but that's mostly because I have gone to 15+ wins and don't have one yet.