I'm not bad in Pvp, I have about a 1.2 k/d which is average. Definitely not flawless. With that being said I have a couple of Trials emblems from Y1, even the exotic emblem. I hardly ever wear them because I know I was carried to the lighthouse. I mean I did my part in PvP and did what I could with the skills that I have. But I couldn't get those emblems without the help of a excellent PvP player. I wear them sometimes very rarely but I try to avoid the hate mail especially from salty gamers. So if you want to wear them it's your game but beware of the salty ones who see the emblem. Expect some backlash from it.