This isn't a rant "Whaaa! i quit" post, i'm just saying RNG has worn me out. All i have seemed to do since the update is farm CoE over and over and over in the hope of getting a Soulstealers Claw with some stability perks. I could never do trails due to lack of friends. So this was my chance for a godly auto, so i threw myself into it! After much LFG with some teams (good and bad) i have levelled up my HoJ quite a lot on each character hoping to obtain this weapon. Just now i levelled it on my hunter. With my last and only soulstealers claw being probably the worst roll ever i could only hope and BANG! I got another. Happy fuking days eh?! No! Send it or reinforced barrel. Quickdraw. Hidden hand or spray and durex play. ATM i feel totally demoralized. All i hear is people getting perfect balance and counterbalance after 2 rep ups! Videos of it as a sheer lazer on utube! My drop though ..... nah, it might make a good door stop. Right now i feel like halving my disc. I have never asked for much RNG wise. I even had to spend 500 motes just to make my Hopscotch decent. I know i will not drop this gun again for at least another 5 rep ups now! 😳 So i [b]NEED[/b] help! Tell my stories of happiness guys, help give me a reason to believe and carry on.