Before the "being logged in restriction" on equipping gear using the app - I "butt dialed" so-to-speak equipped something while my [b]*Locked*[/b] No Land Beyond was equipped as I was dismantling something else- rendering the weapon dismantled and the intended dismantling target equipped instead. I've put up with it for a while- hoping to get it back through the various methods available to me- but to no avail. I've been raiding when I find people, doing NF solo every week and I'm always looking for people to do POE, schedule permitting. After getting the hang of this gun I couldn't go back to normal primaries. They were all so boring and low risk. Crucible was a lot of fun. I saw great strides in my anger management while using it. Maybe because I had an excuse to lose and bragging rights when I won but the short time I got to use it was the most fun in crucible I've had- in fact I could say it was the most fun I had in a competitive scenario in years. Ever since I lost it, crucible is becoming more and more frustrating. I can't explain why the weapon had this effect on me but I find myself not having fun on a regular basis now. Especially when I see people get one and shard it immediately. That's happened a total of 6 times since I lost the gun. I don't expect a single thing from my 4:30 AM plea to people too busy to listen but should the stars ever align for my birthday this July 31st- Id do plethora of things to get this gun back. Including begging on a forum apparently. https://youtu.be/lAKYVxbrdFg https://youtu.be/S-mPXkPYYp4 https://youtu.be/ts9O4apkPCM To quote the dude "I just want my rug back"