No, you're of sound mind. Personally, the problem I have is going on the forums to set up a team for VoG. I often have a better chance of getting a team by randomly getting invites and going on Patrol to farm ether chests. As for the immaturity and unprofessionalism from those past raids of yours, screw 'em. It's often those very same people that are the ones who mess up with relic and supplicants. I've done quite a few raids with squeakers who, surprise, actually acted their age and were team-players. None of that "who did that" or scapegoating stuff. And for the record: Gjallerhorn is a good RL, but get over its overratedness. Doesn't take skill to use a rocket launcher, let alone get it from a [u][b]random[/b][/u] drop on Nightfall or Raids.