But most people are. Most people end up ruining what they care about so dearly because of their own desire for power. Most people tend to corrupt what they can just to better themselves, and there's always someone they place the blame on. Hitler did it to the Jews, Hussein did it to the Kurds. You're beyond them, and the fact that they can't comprehend your change proves it. What they couldn't understand, they tossed aside like a piece of trash...

[quote]I hate it. It's a damn weakness to me, always going back to the past. [/quote] *My mechanical arm takes the spear and retracts, hiding it behind my back along with the rest of my melee armaments*

Then forget it. What happened then will only influence you if you let it. Your future is altered by your decisions and choices, not by events out of your control. You have the ability to determine how much the past affects who you are now...

[quote]The inner demons can only be held back for so long...[/quote] [spoiler]Might do a plot involving memory wiping to make me even more ruthless.[/spoiler]