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9/29/2008 2:57:14 AM
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Well, I'm dying.
My birthday was this past Monday.
My 24th birthday.
Unless some unprecedented happens, I won't see my 25th.
I just received the news two days ago that I have cholangiocarcinoma. Perihilar cholangiocarcinoma.
It's bile duct cancer, right where the bile ducts exit the liver. and the 5-year survival rate for perihilar cholangiocarcinoma is far less than 1%. At stage four, where I am, it's 0%.
It's already metastasized, spread to the rest of my liver and small intestine, so it's inoperable.
I'm -blam!-, to put it in simple terms.
I have less than a year left to live.
This'll get locked, because it's bloggy, but I still just wanted to let you guys know that I won't be on at all really anymore, as I'll be spending time with my friends.
So, g'bye.
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Same with D thunda man. I hate my mom but I think I should make up with her. It really puts me in my place. I take everything for granted. The girl I loved died of cancer before I could tell her how I felt. Because I was stupid and afraid. I know you are not religious. Neither am I. But we can have hope. My mother beat cancer 3 times believe it or not. Even though she got them all very early there is still hope for you. I`m not going to pray for a miracle. I know you can beat it. I`m sure we all feel horrible right now. Perhaps some more than others. But that does not matter. [url=http://www.bungie.net/fanclub/244581/Group/GroupHome.aspx] We made a group for you.[/url] Just remember that no matter where you end up. You will be remembered no matter what.
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I have a piece of advice for you man. I'd say pray to God, but you won't want to do that. Enjoy yourself. Do whatever the -blam!- you want. Heck, hold up a store if you want. Do everything you've ever wanted to do.
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I am locking this thread so that I don't have to keep going through and banning people who can't think of anything better to do except flame and/or act like a jerk. Please use the private messaging system if you have any further words to the OP.
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hancock, you've helped me realize that because someone is ghey they aren't a jerk. Heck, I have a crush on my friend Josh. You're a good man, and I look forward to meeting you in heaven. Enjoy your last days, try and make amends with your mother if you can, and rest in peace. I love you man. edit: sketchy, just get lost. this mans life has been hard enough. I know you don't believe in God Hancock, but I will be praying a miracle happens and you get better. [Edited on 09.28.2008 10:02 PM PDT]
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[quote][b]Posted by:[/b] Hancock [quote][b]Posted by:[/b] PRimAl HUnt3r [quote][b]Posted by:[/b] ske7chy [quote][b]Posted by:[/b] BungieChick Now he asks for teh Reconz. LOL But in all seriousness good luck.[/quote] Lol. I agree teh Reconz[/quote] WHY? there is no reason that he deserves recon. thousands die every day. its life, ok. Stop glorifying him for posting his condition on the internet. I think it is sick if he is getting his last kicks out of reading a bunch of ppls messages on the internet from ppl he doesnt even know and ppl who will not remember him a week from now. Compassion = actually understanding their situation and you cannot do that over the internet. he (if he is dying) should go sepnd last times with family or friends, but if he has none, then what is the point of him living?? Compassion =/= saying "aww, is there anything I can get you?" Look him in the eye and tell him you understand. Can't do that over the internet. Look me in the eye and tell me you give a damm. Can't do that over the internet[/quote] I don't want recon. I don't want anything. I just wanted to say goodbye to the few people who I talked with fairly consistently on here. You all have a right to be a dick to me, but claiming that I just want recon is nothing short of offensive. And to the people saying that I wouldn't be spending all my time on a forum if I was dying, I spent a lot of time on this forum, and others. I have friends here. I wanted to let them know that I was going. Also, It's sunday night, it's not like I have anywhere I could be right now. All my friends work.[/quote] Hancock, as much as I don't like furries, I like you. You've always been a mature person, likeable person. It's hard to accept that you will pass soon, but I guess we all die some day. But I wish that you could die when you're older. All I can do is hope that a miracle happens. I'll miss you. I'll miss you so much dude.... -blam!-... -cries- [Edited on 09.28.2008 10:04 PM PDT]
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I'm not sure if this would be considered irony or not, but hopefully it makes you feel better that everyone else will die sometime as well.
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[quote][b]Posted by:[/b] ARCTIC DELTA Goodbye. *super ultra sad face* [/quote]:C
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Any1 who is being a jerk on this thread should be banned.
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Goodbye. *super ultra sad face* We'll all miss you. Is it at all curable?
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[quote][b]Posted by:[/b] ske7chy I am going to see if I could get shishka to ban him for lying about his condition[/quote]Aren't you that guy that [b]still[/b] hasn't realized he's in the wrong forum?
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Hancock, I would like to say on behalf of the Flood, that we will miss you. And may you live life to fullest while you still can. God Bless.
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wow...I don't really know what to think. If its a joke, it would be a pretty tasteless thing to do, but if its real...I feel for you man. Like you said make sure you're spending you time doing WHAT YOU WANT TO DO. Its safe to say that the year or six months or whatever will fly by. Regardless of the truth in this thread, it reminds you that you better enjoy life cuz you never know when time is up...
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[quote][b]Posted by:[/b] PRimAl HUnt3r [quote][b]Posted by:[/b] Mech Sicken [quote][b]Posted by:[/b] PRimAl HUnt3r [quote][b]Posted by:[/b] Mech Sicken [url=http://img508.imageshack.us/img508/4562/img6658ap6.jpg]I do.[/url][/quote] not what i had in mind[/quote] Well...[/quote] tell me his name... and i will believe you[/quote] FastHeadCrab, Hancock, the name doesn't matter. A name is what people call you. If you are with friends who call you a nickname, it is different than if you were at a job application, with them using your full name. A name changes, the fact he is a person who did nothing to deserve this doesn't.
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How can you think that he is lying? This is Fastheadcrab or the latter named Hancock. He has been in the flood for a very long time. He is not just some random person coming to say he is dieing. He would never make a thread like this unless he was serious.
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[quote][b]Posted by:[/b] Anonymous101 Wait, weren't you the attention whore who was telling us that you would be killing yourself a few weeks ago? Yeah. Either way, you got your attention. If you are telling the truth, no need to share it here. Instead, you should be in the hospital, recieving intensive care.[/quote] Debunked and owned.
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[quote][b]Posted by:[/b] the X to the 47 If he is, what in bungies name is he doing on here telling anonymous people about it? Exactly. He's fine. Hancock likes to screw with us.[/quote] "What in Bungie's name?" You ask why he's posting on the Bungie forums, yet refer to Bungie as a god in the same post?
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[quote][b]Posted by:[/b] Agusta1 thats sad to hear. [/quote] Just as an example, this is perfectly fine. It is sad news (if it is real) but saying I understand or You should have recon are not right
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[quote][b]Posted by:[/b] PRimAl HUnt3r [quote][b]Posted by:[/b] ske7chy [quote][b]Posted by:[/b] BungieChick Now he asks for teh Reconz. LOL But in all seriousness good luck.[/quote] Lol. I agree teh Reconz[/quote] WHY? there is no reason that he deserves recon. thousands die every day. its life, ok. Stop glorifying him for posting his condition on the internet. I think it is sick if he is getting his last kicks out of reading a bunch of ppls messages on the internet from ppl he doesnt even know and ppl who will not remember him a week from now. Compassion = actually understanding their situation and you cannot do that over the internet. he (if he is dying) should go sepnd last times with family or friends, but if he has none, then what is the point of him living?? Compassion =/= saying "aww, is there anything I can get you?" Look him in the eye and tell him you understand. Can't do that over the internet. Look me in the eye and tell me you give a damm. Can't do that over the internet[/quote] I don't want recon. I don't want anything. I just wanted to say goodbye to the few people who I talked with fairly consistently on here. You all have a right to be a dick to me, but claiming that I just want recon is nothing short of offensive. And to the people saying that I wouldn't be spending all my time on a forum if I was dying, I spent a lot of time on this forum, and others. I have friends here. I wanted to let them know that I was going. Also, It's sunday night, it's not like I have anywhere I could be right now. All my friends work.
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This seriously sucks. May your last months be your best.
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[quote][b]Posted by:[/b] Anonymous101 Wait, weren't you the attention whore who was telling us that you would be killing yourself a few weeks ago? Yeah.[/quote] That wasnt him, or at least post the thread so i can read it.
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thats sad to hear.
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[quote][b]Posted by:[/b] Mech Sicken [quote][b]Posted by:[/b] PRimAl HUnt3r [quote][b]Posted by:[/b] Mech Sicken [url=http://img508.imageshack.us/img508/4562/img6658ap6.jpg]I do.[/url][/quote] not what i had in mind[/quote] Well...[/quote] tell me his name... and i will believe you
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[quote][b]Posted by:[/b] the X to the 47 If he is, what in bungies name is he doing on here telling anonymous people about it? Exactly. He's fine. Hancock likes to screw with us.[/quote] No, not in this way he wouldn't.
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I am going to see if I could get shishka to ban him for lying about his condition
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Wait, weren't you the attention whore who was telling us that you would be killing yourself a few weeks ago? Yeah. Either way, you got your attention. If you are telling the truth, no need to share it here. Instead, you should be in the hospital, recieving intensive care. [Edited on 09.28.2008 9:00 PM PDT]
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[quote][b]Posted by:[/b] PRimAl HUnt3r [quote][b]Posted by:[/b] Mech Sicken [url=http://img508.imageshack.us/img508/4562/img6658ap6.jpg]I do.[/url][/quote] not what i had in mind[/quote] Well...
