I take pride in Iron banner matches when I lead my group to glory. I'm not that great at crucible, my k/d shows that, but those moments when I do take the kill shot that wins the match or whenever I lead my group in captures and kills makes me feel very satisfied, especially when I see a lower level trying to rank up and I help him to glory, I'm satisfied. I take no satisfaction in cheesing the raid solo every week for materials and gear.