[quote][b]Posted by:[/b] DJ Synth since I am much more mature and experienced in life, I think I can control this habit. My friends tell me as long as you get your life priorities taken care of first each day, you can do whatever you want. But, then I think why waste a whole year of being sober, and then going back to day 1 in a matter of 5 minutes? Any opinions is greatly appreciated by any means.[/quote] I would agree that you have become more mature if you had said that you understand what drugs do to you and you only wished to inform us of their harmful nature. As it is, you have learned nothing. Didn't you notice a difference in that year of a drug free life? Didn't you think more clearly, didn't you feel in better control of your life? I have had addictions in my life, none of them were extremely harmful, but when I broke free of them, I felt great. I felt like I had control, I understand what addiction is like and I promise you that you will be a better and happier person if you do not go back to it. By the way, that is the first serious post I have made in awhile. I would ask that you take it with as much seriousness as I made it and think about your life and how you can make yourself a better person.