I tried to kill myself 3 times. Once with a bunch of sleeping meds and a bottle of Jack, just before the world closed I woke up in a pool of vomit and I had a hangover for months. The next time was slicing on my arms, but I didn't hit anything vital so I lived, just a lot of blood. The next time was also sleeping pills/muscle relaxers/no dos/energy drink/Valerian root/meletonin/a few other pills, threw them up too.
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Are you over it or are you just biding your time?
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Edited by A Saturnalia: 1/4/2014 6:15:25 PMNot sure, just when I think I'm going back up to a level I'd deem happy, I get thrown back down by something terrible in my life. So I guess I'm biding my time and trying not to. Right now in my life, things are just speeding by me and I don't really have time to be anything but stressed.