Guilt trip me please, no matter who you are and what has happened to you, you are human aswell as anyone else, you are not worth more, you are not a victim, we are all worth the same. and well, its a game, not real life so live life and stop taking games too seriously, even if you are dying tomorrow and that was your last wish, i wouldnt give it to you, because you are not appreciating that you are in a beautiful world in an amazing universe and you should think that getting something on a game is the least important thing right now out of all the universe. Enjoy the little things, at least you are alive