As we i walk across the ranks of my men i now each one by first name and speak to each. They know that if they die they shall reach the spirit world and be honoured by there people. For that is why they are fighting to save there people and kep them safe till the time they can go out into the universe and lead humankind out of infancy. I spend the day with my friends and the evening with Illara for i may never see her sparkling eyes or feel her soft lips on mine... The next day no-ships land in the courtyard as men enter the ship to head out to war..