In the same way man, I've stuck around since the alpha, and I'm one exotic weapon shy of them all, my grimoir is 2910, I have gaurdian lord, and I really didn't realize how little I have to do in the game until I got bloodborne, so until HOW, I'm gonna be supplementing with destiny for night falls and raids, some nightly pvp with clan but that's about it man. Don't feel bad. The game isn't supposed to take your life away, even though it does to so many of us lol.