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2/17/2015 5:00:54 PM
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Like a said, death plays a relatively heavy role in my life, and will continue to since the career i'm going into is pretty much centered around it. Aside from that, i've always had an interest in it. I enjoyed and still do enjoy being in places where death's "energy" can be felt, such as cemeteries, funeral homes, or places where death has actually occurred.
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I guess what I meant to ask was how does it play a role in your life
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Hm...well, that last response summarizes it. Not greatly, but as much as i'm able to at the moment. By the way, just noticed your username. Dark Souls?
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Yes I question as a person who has died, why someone would be obsessed with it, at a time I was suicidal, attempted assisted suicide and still here I am so I guess I find myself interested.
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It's always been a morbid interest of mine, I suppose. I just accept that death plays a very large part in life as we currently know it, and I have a healthy respect for that. I don't believe it should be rushed, we all will meet our ends eventually, so if anything we should make the best use of the time we have here.
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I agree it shouldn't be rushed [i]now[/i] But I'm in a constant life of pain and it seemed an easy way out Still kinda hate myself for it
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No need for that, friend. It was a mistake, everyone makes them, as long as you learn from them there's no shame in that. Instead of hating yourself for something in the past that you can't change, appreciate the fact that you're still among us, and be thankful that you were strong enough to survive the ordeal. It's easy to be negative and see that bad in our pasts and ourselves, but it takes strength to walk away from a bad situation and take something positive from it.
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Amusing No one of the reasons I hate it is because it only made my pain that much worse, and never really learned from it instead I just found someone worth it. All this pales in comparison to the fact that I can't seem to stay dead.
