[quote][b]Posted by:[/b] TheMayaMC First how long have you been alive to feel this much depression? I'm not the most social person ever.. I'll talk to people, but if they start, I'm not into the whole breaking the ice thing. I'm a bit self conscious too, that's why I like talking online, people can just focus on what I'm saying and not on who is trying to say something.. Oh and don't tell me that self consciousnes is all in my head.. I think it comes from ALL the times these "females" just make me feel more and more like crap. I'm told that I am very smart, and building things is one way I keep myself happy. And by building my own little world without hellspawned females, I keep on a smile ^_^[/quote] Those damn females. You should switch over to men like I did! :)