Hey Flood, I need some help. So i left my Ex-girlfriend over 3 years ago. It happened the day she and her family returned from vacation. I invited her over to me to hang out and talk about her trip.(no intention to end the relationship) And then over the coure of the night i ended it...I don't even know how it went there. After that she stayed at my place till the next morning to leave with the first train. And instead of going after her and get her back i did what i allways do i just hid and didn't do anything even though i wanted to....i just turned on my PS and escaped into the gaming world. I have been thinking about her allmost everyday the past 3 years. And i just cant let go....I hate myself so much that i didn't go after her that day! Sometimes just sitting in my room and staring at pictures for hours. I'm debating if I should write her a letter with all my thoughts and feelings. To try and see if it would help me.