Like any fallen human, I've fallen short of the glory of God. I'm not perfect. As I Christian, I know my life is in the hand of God and Jesus and my future is secured by them, yet despite knowing that, the future makes me anxious. I fear the future God has in store for me. I'm afraid He going to make me suffer more to humble me, I'm self-focused and can't be the person Christ expects me. What's wrong? [i]I am well aware this thread has the potential to cause a major shitstorm, but I'm seriously seeking advice from the Christians of Flood. I'm saved, but still feel lost[/i] [spoiler]inb4atheistssaying"Godisnotreal"[/spoiler]