Don't kill yourself dude, it's not worth the exotic slot!

Destiny helped me greatly in overcoming a drug addiction. It's amazing how it can take your mind off of anything. Don't let the haters get to you. [spoiler]Asking for an exotic pretty much negates any empathy I felt.[/spoiler]

I don't know how destiny can save you this game does nothing but raise my blood pressure and give me anxiety. Can't stand the long lengths of time between weapon balancing only to make certain weapons the utmost supreme leader for months on end. The constant lag and sweaty games in the midst of this sbmm just makes every game unbearable for me. It forces me away from the game and when I finally come back for more I'm so out of touch with how it's played I do even worse and get myself even more frustrated. The only place I can even relax is trials which I know some might think the opposite but it's such a more peaceful and predicable game mode where you can actually have 1v1 engagements or coordinate with your team. Iron banner just forces me to rage after being spawn killed 5 times in a row.

This guy partied too much with Toland.

You're 16? This is just hormones & teenage angst You'll get through it

The exotic created in your honor should be called that Thirsty Douche and will only fire ghost bullets.

I say this and im not trying to be a dick, no one can save you(even destiny), you have to want to save yourself

Pathetic

I recently went through depression, with the suicidal thoughts and overall negativity at the world, but I found the neither Bungie, nor Destiny and in community was able to help me through it. Bungie was a mess, the game was going through a bad time, and the community was very hostile. Getting back with friendly people, getting on medication, and taking a small part time job helped me to get out of the rut of depression.

You're not alone guardian, cheers

idk sometimes crucible makes me feel more suicidal than usual

I was feeling for you till I saw a request for an exotic... This post seems all too familiar with everyone else trying to get exotics. I'm sorry for what you're going though but I don't know if this is truly heart felt or a cry for a special exotic like the Fate of all Fools.

Start a meth lab, operate it only after injecting yourself with a ton of heroin. Get a cook named billy Profit

Ayy homie, I think many of us can say we've experienced what you are. Many haven't. There is no single path through hell. We all must forge our own. I don't know the details of your situation, but let me tell you I don't need to know them to tell you this. Suicide is [b][i][u]selfish[/u][/i][/b]. There's no beating around the bush. It doesn't hurt you. It doesn't even help you. It does however adversely impact every single person in your life. Your parents, your siblings, your friends on destiny. I would be devestated if my brother killed himself. And it would take me a long time to recover. There are people in life like this. You have no right to put them through this. It also would impact many not yet involved. Me, as an example. As a paramedic suicides are the worst calls. They leave me sick inside. I give no sympathy to the drug OD calls. I act professionally. But they do not deserve my sympathy. They lost that when they attempted suicide. Before doing that they deserved my sympathy. You have no right to put me or anyone else through body-bagging a person who died before they should have. These are the unnecessary deaths. I have had to take people with faces blown off, sometimes alive sometimes not, in the ambulance with me and my partner. By law I have to try to resuscitate you. Have you ever tried to find a pulse on someone who hung themselves? Have you ever tried to breathe for someone that blew their face off? I say that litterally. We will still establish an airway. We will still try to bring you back. It doesn't always work. It always leaves a scar. You have no right to put me or my fellow EMS brothers through that. But if you choose to, we have the duty to respond. This will effect everyone in the world. Except one person. Except for you. The fact that you're here today is commendable. You will die. I will, too. It is hard enough trying to resuscitate a 45 year old mom who had a heart attack. It is hard enough trying to pull the mangled body of the friend you mentioned from a car that is crushed. There is enough death in the world. It is hard enough as it is. I ask you not to add to it. Why contribute to the burden all must bare. This life isn't sunshine and rainbows. But it's the only one there is. Once you are dead, you will only be remembered in one way. You will remembered by a feeling of sadness amd confusion. Wondering if it was something we did. Is that how you want to be remembered? I hope not. But I hope you will remember this - Every mountain has it's ascent. Some harder than others. Every mountain has it's peak. Some more enjoyable than others. And every mountain has it's descent. Some steeper than others. There is always another mountain. You want to die? Good! You're ahead of most people. But just like doing compressions on the 4 year old who was left unattended in the pool, it rarely works. Most people attempting suicide fail, become vegetables, or inflict massive suffering for days on end before they die. And just like doing compressions, I'm not God. I don't choose if the child lives or dies. I don't choose if you live or die. And neither do you. Because you are not God either. If it's your time perhaps you will succeed. More likely you will fail, and only suceed in hurting the EMS personel who respond, those who find you, and those that know you. This will hurt those who aren't your friends. It is not our place to choose who lives or dies. It is my place and calling to prolong and save the lives I can, and to do no harm. It is your place to do the same, for your life. Or at the very least to not harm the life of anyone else. See you in the crucible. [spoiler][b]NOT[/b] on my ambulance[/spoiler]

If you ever need a Destiny friend on ps4 feel free to add me I'm more PVE than PVP Unfortunately.