I barely read the post, but I think I can understand what it's about. You're a working man, having money and not as much free time and a whole company should change after you. I too work, like many others, have a girlfriend I don't meet very often. I "can't" play destiny for a whole week and it burns in my skin, obsession. But I try to get over it and not try to be naive like a 5 year old and want the company to change after my needs. If you can't handle the destiny game, move on.