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7/27/2015 3:44:20 AM
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So my girl just left me

We weren't technically "together". Together with no title. I had known her for about a year and in that time span I've pretty much always wanted to be with her. Other people and other things got in the way. Eventually around two months ago it was my birthday. I have no idea y, but i asked her if she could give me a kiss for my birthday, knowing her i was expecting a no. but she actually agreed. But it took almost a month and a half later for it to happen bcuz more things got in the way. Either way the feelings i had were still there and when she finally did i felt so releaved. I rly felt we had a chance to be together. Text msgs back and forth and she said she wasnt rly looking for a relationship but agreed to take it slow with me. We only hung out a few times, and each time more memorable than the last. But the last few days had changed. Only bcuz she stayed my exs house for the last two weeks. And sadly they are bestfriends. To back things up we only talked for about two weeks back in november and she stopped talking to me for no reason and started to hate me. So i figured she was telling her things to leave me and twist her thoughts. She had been sending one word replies, ignoring me and drinking more and smoking with her. Last night we argued for the first time and i questioned her on wat she considered us and she seemed so confuse on our situation. Almost denying we did anything. She told me she didnt have feelings for me but said she cares about me ( she never spefcified as friends or not, even tho i asked her) and she told me that she told me she only kissed me bcuz she felt i made a big deal out of it. And the more she explained , the more i felt she lied to me. Last nite i couldnt even sleep, i was so angry and depressed. At work today it hit me hard and i almost had to leave. Im not sure wat i should do, i just need someone to talk to :/
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