4 tattoos, one of which is homemade, that I gave to myself. Long story.
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What of?
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Just a random design I drew.
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Where you drunk?
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Not drunk, suicidal. Decided a painful, permanent marking was a better option.
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Suicidal attempts and thoughts are quite addicting I think that was an interesting swap.
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I never attempted, but had thoughts towards it. I first thought about it when I was 7. I was deeply depressed when I gave myself the tattoo, but I had too much to live for. It was kind of a declaration that I was gonna at least hurt myself in some way and then be done with it forever, and I have been :)
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I started attempting around 8 had the thoughts since 6.
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I feel for you. *hugs* feel free to pm me if you ever want, or need.
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Thank you lol it is what it is now i just get mad that I can't attempt anymore because of my son but those feelings come when I happen to have the thought. It was always soothing and calming to know I could try to escape everything but now I'm stuck here lol
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Bearbeitet von CHAINS: 2/26/2015 2:26:58 AMI hope you get to a point where you feel differently, like I did. The hard times and the bullshit we go through in life aren't worth the permanence of the escape from it.