The only things on my chest are pecks. Noice.

My girlfriend was going down me last Saturday in the car after I bought dinner and took her to a movie. She bit me. It hurt, so I punched her in the tempol. She screams "Wtf" I tell her to get the -blam!- out of the car. She screams "asshole" as I'm driving away. Here's the main issue.I haven't heard from her since. The police were at my door this morning asking if I know where she is. I'm so scared.

I came from a small private school to a pretty decent sized public high school. I was a really awkward kid and I didn't know anyone since no one from my middle school went to my high school. I barely had any friends. I had no social life. I decided to join the indoor track team, and after a while, I got to know some more people. Luckily, the upperclassmen were really nice and accepting to me, partly because I wasn't an annoying freshman. I sucked at track. I played lax in middle school (because my best friend convinced me to) but I was so slow. However, by the end of indoor track, I actually made varsity since I was so determined to improve. I'll speed things up. Now, senior year, I'm decently attractive, have many friends, and I made the all-area first team for cross country since I am one of the top runners in the county (to put it in perspective, my first 3 miler (4.8k) was a 22:20 in sophomore year; my current best 5k (3.2 miler) is now a 16:53). I've come a long ways, a VERY long ways, but I guess I really started to change dramatically towards the end of sophomore year. Anyways, here's what I wanted to get off my chest. I can't get any girls. I don't know why. I'm nice, I'm decently attractive, I'm highly athletic, and I'm in mostly AP classes. It's not like I'm afraid of girls either, I have many friends that are girls. Eh. Secondly, I hate most of my teammates. They're mostly popular kids and sometimes fûckboys or just simply assholes. For example, the top four distance guys on my track team (which includes me) often run together and talk, but they're always talking about people behind their backs and putting them down. I hate it. I want to speak up or tell the people but I risk too much in doing so. The same people also talked a lot of shit about me (found out through several ways) up until junior year since by then I lead the XC team and made states individually, which was kind of a "in-your-face type deal. Lastly, I -blam!-ing hate being seen as lowly or 'cute' (as in pathetic). People underestimate me all the time, mostly with either intelligence (despite my having usually way better grades or SAT score) or physical strength because I have a very fast metabolism and I run 24/7. I weigh 135 at 5'11, which is borderline underweight. People think I weigh 120 and don't think I can lift very much. I hate it. Half of me can't wait until college. I wanna meet new people, hopefully getting another fresh start (but won't -blam!- it up like I did freshman year). But the other half of me will badly miss my friends. Whew, that was a lot.

I suffer from little dick syndrome, it does affect my confidence, and i avoid relationships, because i know they'll eventually lead to sex and dissapointnent

*leaves nipples behind*

I have to confess... [spoiler] i banged ur mum *sigh*[/spoiler] [spoiler]I'm sooooooo sorry[/spoiler]

I cheated on my girlfriend with her best friend. She later cheated on me and i broke up with her. She never knew i cheated...

My dad left me [spoiler]I'll find you one day dad[/spoiler]

Okay so this is for idk expressing what is bothering you or whatever.. Well it's the hate that people bring when there's a conversation about metal. Yes people have opinions but there's a difference for opinion and hate. Hate usually is just talking down the music and those who listen to it without very solid reasons. Like yeah talking bad about the genre is one thing but telling a vocalists daughter to cut herself after his death when she's like 5. And saying that it's always satanic and goes against religions. No. Beartooth, a Metalcore band, is a Christian band. Although it may not be completely obvious but they are. And if any actually reads all of this I'm proud. Rap. I don't hate it I just don't listen to the ones about "hoes" drugs and gangs. Given anyone could probably walk into a studio and record something and then get paid by how it's looks in the rap industry. And yes I listen to Hollywood undead but because of the emotional songs and yes the ones about partying are awesome and all but the ones with meaning I listen to most. And those people who say metal is all screaming don't -blam!-ing get it. Most bands scream for a purpose, to be heard. Or just because it sounds better. But either way there's still a point to be heard.

EDIT: 500 replies. Wow. Again, I am very humbled to help you guys and if you do want to say something but are afraid to, PM me or MegaMortar. We are very happy to help. :)

I want to suck my instructors Popsicle.

I misunderstood a friend and I insulted him really bad without a reason :( now he is mad. I really want to apologize to him but my character and attitude just don't let me to.

My loneliness is killing me I must confess - I still believe When I'm not with you I lose my mind [spoiler]Hit me baby one more time[/spoiler]

I still beat myself up over my mistakes even though people tell me it's not my fault I still want to go back to what my friend was before he emotionally abused me I spend too much time thinking of the past and fearing the future I'm so afraid of death I had to sacrifice a huge piece of myself to help keep others happy Games are one of my few escapes Never found love

I kinda wanna run away from my family and start a new life as a new person. That'd be great.