Had the first nic-fit of this attempt. Almost broke down and smoked a butt, but I thought about you guys, and how disappointed you would be in me... or maybe you don't care, that's cool too, the illusion of you caring is there in my mind.
Short-version, i didn't do it. Got in the car to go buy cigarettes, buckled the seatbelt, pulled out of the driveway, reflected, then pulled back in and decided to water the flowers.
Special thank you to Pancake Monk who is giving me one to one encouragement. Pancake if I am successful, it is in no small part due to your help.
And again, thank you guys for being such a cool bunch, except you Bopsheezi...
[spoiler]you disgust me[/spoiler]
[spoiler]*ear scritches* HAAA I'm kidding! favorite! *Throws brick*[/spoiler]
Update: I'm on Day 3, this is a good foundation- but I need to make it the rest of my life... I won't update you guys until next week. 1 week is the next milestone, than 1 month, then 6 months, then I will recognize you Offtopic every year that I am no longer a smoker.
I'm not going back, these 3 days have been the toughest, but thanks to the coaching of Pancake Monk and the valuable advice of Xombiexronad, I've got a method. Thanks again guys, it's just words on a screen, but it's the motivation I never had before, I wonder why that is...
Update:2 : I bought a book on beekeeping today.
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1 Reply[quote]Had the first nic-fit of this attempt. Almost broke down and smoked a butt, but I thought about you guys, and how disappointed you would be in me... or maybe you don't care, that's cool too, the illusion of you caring is there in my mind. Short-version, i didn't do it. Got in the car to go buy cigarettes, buckled the seatbelt, pulled out of the driveway, reflected, then pulled back in and decided to water the flowers. Special thank you to Pancake Monk who is giving me one to one encouragement. Pancake if I am successful, it is in no small part due to your help. And again, thank you guys for being such a cool bunch, except you Bopsheezi... [spoiler]you disgust me[/spoiler] [spoiler]*ear scritches* HAAA I'm kidding! favorite! *Throws brick*[/spoiler] Update: I'm on Day 3, this is a good foundation- but I need to make it the rest of my life... I won't update you guys until next week. 1 week is the next milestone, than 1 month, then 6 months, then I will recognize you Offtopic every year that I am no longer a smoker. I'm not going back, these 3 days have been the toughest, but thanks to the coaching of Pancake Monk and the valuable advice of Xombiexronad, I've got a method. Thanks again guys, it's just words on a screen, but it's the motivation I never had before, I wonder why that is... Update:2 : I bought a book on beekeeping today.[/quote] Just smoke! No one cares about your health. [spoiler]just facts[/spoiler]
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STAY STRONG!! I BELIEVE IN YOU!! [spoiler]I’ll reap your soul if you break, if that helps as an incentive.[/spoiler] [spoiler]Sorry, all out of salt.[/spoiler]
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Don’t give up, you got this
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3 RepliesCongratulations! Keep it up! [spoiler]How does beekeeping work anyway? Do you have to have a special type of property, or can you just throw some hives down wherever you want?[/spoiler]
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Good luck
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1 ReplyIf you smoke another cig I wear upon whatever cosmic space -blam!- that’s in the earths core I’ll come over there and knock it out the -blam!- of yor hand! [spoiler]Aka, good work and good luck![/spoiler]
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Congrats my dude. Keep it up
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1 ReplyBeekeeping huh? Interesting idea.
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[u][i][b]WOO HOO COME ON YOU GOT THIS!!!![/b][/i][/u]
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The first days are rough, when I ultimately quit was when I had strong enough motivation. For me, I swore my children would never know me as a smoker, and they never have. After thirteen years last month, I couldn't even fathom having a cigarette. The smell sickens me now and I have no idea how I could have enjoyed it. Stay strong, you will be glad you did. When the cravings hit, try playing Tetris. I know it sounds goofy, but it draws your concentration from the craving. Best of luck!
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WHOOP keep going dude
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4 Replieswhy Beekeeping? For your own honey or to sell it?
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We shall get through this!
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GO SPEAKER!!! You have got this!
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You got this. Us bad guys gotta support one another
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Edited by Rosenburg: 8/2/2019 9:21:01 PMThat’s impressive man, If you need someone to distract you or just to talk to I’m all ways here
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Off Topic = Best Therapy The More You Know💫 [Do [i]Doo[/i] Do, *plink*]
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Come on man you can do it!
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1 ReplyGood stuff man. Remember to set realistic goals!
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Keep going! Keep going!
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1 ReplyGood luck man, keep at it.
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3 Replies[b][i][u]YOU GOT THIS!!![/u][/i][/b] You’ll be the first person to ever break it without anything to assist you!
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5 RepliesBop just got called the frick out.
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1 ReplyKeep pushing dude
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1 ReplySpeaker, I better not smell smoke all the way from the void council’s comfy lounge with my nonexistent nose or else I won’t initiate the [b]plan...[/b] [spoiler]perhaps you could join the void...[/spoiler]