I don't exactly know where or how to explain what I want to say so I suppose I'll just jump right in. It has been almost a year since I have come to Bungie.net Since that time I have both been changed by this site and changed the site it's self. I came to this site and found what I thought was a toxic elitist community, but now that I've had time to learn the truth and let the ideas sink in what I really I saw was a dying community gasping for it's last breaths of air. Throughout my time I went from somebody who just wanted to have a medium to share some interesting concepts I had in my head to somebody who just wanted to see this community burn. In my pursuit to bring down a community I saw as toxic for all the right reasons I became the exact person I was trying to fight against. In the process of fighting the Flood I became the Flood. Yes, it was fun. Finding little tiny exploits in the system that Bungie had made. I remember -blam!-ing with the Destiny users by deleting their comments inside a public group forum and telling them I was a moderator. I told the newer users how to gain access to halo emblems and in the process pissed off the older users. I spread the rumor that I was NoiselessPurse, I created a group that connected people though the pure need to create chaos and tore it down by my own need to fill my ego. In the process of all of this I lost perspective and pushed every person away I came to know. Recently I've realized I don't want to exist in a community and in an environment where my actions are only dictated by petty hate, and an over inflated online ego. I want to support people who are positive here and simply ignore the petty flaming an drama that has been such a center piece of my time here. I'm going to be 21 in May of 2016. I don't want and I can't continue doing what I've been doing for the past year on B.net. I don't have the time or even the will anymore. I'm sick of this and I'm sick of what I'm doing. I'm going to attempt to make a change here and bring people together. Even if I fail. I want to burry the hatch with every single person I've created drama with. If this changes nothing and I'm left in the same position then I'm probably going to be gone and inactive from this site for good. In my group LLC we are in the process of making changes. No longer is the group going I be centered around porn and chaos, but now we'll be focusing on coherent discussions and playing games together. I'm in the process of creating a way for the user base of the chat to moderate it's self and to take the control of away from solely myself. As of this point on, I will not flame and I will not attack people. I see no reason to do such and I get no enjoyment out of it. Every person who was previously banned or removed from LLC because of personal disagreements with me has since been removed from the ban list. I encourage everyone who I've had drama with (you know who you are) to join me in burying the hatchet.