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3/3/2015 8:05:52 PM
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What it feels like to be gay.
Everyday the pain eats away at you. Every waking moment it's a disappointment. Like an open gash on your back with someone pressing their thumb into it every time you remember it's there. Panic attacks or nightmares. There's always something to remind you of what you're hiding. Every time you hear someone say "fag" you just slide back into the prodigious shame you've hidden for so long. Everyday you wake up it's your first thought and every night your last. Everyday you hide it you're hiding your true self. And then you feel like what's the point of taking care of yourself when you see no light of hope. And when you feel like shit all the time how do you not get angry? How do you not hate people?
And on top of all this pain you have to hear people say it's a choice. Something that has tortured you most of your life can just be changed if only you were willing.
I'm sure you all will just post "Attention whore" or "fgt". Or some other genius comment. Whatever though. I'm too tired to care.
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6 RepliesSolution: stop being gay.
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Actually, that's just what it feels like to be gay in a third world country.
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6 RepliesGod made Adam and eve no Adam and Steve
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Pretty sure "gay" means "happy" or "light-hearted."
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Have you ever tried one of those apps that help you meet people with the same interests as you? You're not alone bro.
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You're doing it wrong, my gay friends are having a blast.
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Edited by Doctor Novak: 3/5/2015 7:13:02 AMI was expecting an actual explanation about what it's like to be attracted to men. I don't have a problem with gays but you sound like an emo. Therefore thou art bitch
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Edited by iSuperkyIe: 3/5/2015 7:45:19 AMHeroin withdraw is a lot worse, so stop bitching, man up, nobody hates you for being attracted to men. I applaud your courage, but go exercise and smoke a blunt or something.
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What you are experiencing is called a mental illness.
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2 RepliesWhat it feels like to be the Awoken.
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Just don't give a shit about what people say. If people call you a -blam!- or that you're gay then you shouldn't be ashamed because that's what you are. There's nothing wrong with being homosexual, seriously. I don't understand why guys get so hopped up about the sexuality of the guy next to him. You don't have to be open about your sexuality and let people to know just to accept the fact that you're gay either, because it's starting to be a more and more normal thing in todays society, like literally idgaf if your gay. If someone asks then just be like, yeah I'm gay. If they don't like it then that's their own problem not yours.
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13 Replies>depressed not gay If you were talking about how it feels to be gay you'd be talking about how cock feels in your mouth or bum
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I thought being gay was just being attracted to the same sex and loving them, seems to me you are being bullied and harassed not calling that acceptable but I don't think that's represents all gays.
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Sounds like what it feels like for YOU to deal with being gay. I know plenty of proud and happy gays. Hope you find your happiness.
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That's called depression, not homosexuality. You think being gay and depression are the same thing when really you are depress because you are being bullied. Not necessarily for being gay, but it's not unlikely.
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If you feel that bad about it, then stop. Saying it's not a choice is starting to sound like an excuse to not be judged. Not being mean, but maybe man up? If you can't accept yourself, how can others accept you? You gotta deal with it.
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Also sounds like you need to come out and or have someone to talk to.
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I dont get any of that
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Fgt [spoiler]actually i support gay marriage, i just like making people suffer, it gives me a big boner[/spoiler]
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Pretty gay.
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1 ReplyEdited by rh_Chimaera: 3/4/2015 6:47:17 AMAttention whore Fgt OP Some other genius comment
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4 RepliesHoly shit these replies.
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Be proud, man. Stand out. My dad's boss was gay, and he opened up and told everyone. He's perfectly happy now with his husband. Follow his lead. You'll be fine. [spoiler]or move to Canada. We accept gays.[/spoiler]
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Quit feeling sorry for yourself shit head
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One it the stupidest posts I have ever seen!
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5 RepliesYou guys are all assholes.
